I am not heartbroken
No tears have been spilled for him,
This man, this boy
Who bleeds just as I do
I will not crumble
For the months gone by
Filled with lies and deceit,
Hidden under a veil of
Hugs and hair tugs
My heart will not tear
For a speck in what will be
An oscar- worthy lifetime
In ten years time, I won't even remember your name.
And I will have loves
Loves that will tear me apart
Break me down into nothing
Hurt me, mind, body and soul
Until there's nothing left
And I have to rebuild from ash and bone.
But you?
You were nothing
You are nothing
You will always be nothing
To me.